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[Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
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well i havnt been on here for a loooong ass time. i miss my old friends carly and celeste... about the only people i ever talked to on the enternet. i'v been really bussy with my family and all... my grandfather passed away recently and i had to leave town for awhile. i'v also been working on my archery and stuff.
well i kinda need some advise if you guys can help me (you know who you are) there is a new girl at my school, and she started going here about three weaks ago... we have talked a lot and even started hanging out... and a couple of days ago i realized that i really like.. in that way. but the thing is is that she just got out of a bad relationship with a guy (someone who i hate) and i have been there for her this whole time helping her through it... and just so happened to fall for her. i dont know what to do, if i shoudl tell her or if i should just let it go and ignore my feelings. i dont want to scare her... but i know that if i keep it to myself and never tell her then its really going to kill me everytime i see her... i will have that feeling.
sorry that its such a long entry... thank you guys a lot! Miss you both!
-Jake
P.S. Carly, how are things going with your BF..?
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[Sunday, December 4th, 2005
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Well im back. i'v been gone for a long long time. ::sigh:: i dont think i am really ready to post what has been going on... and why i havnt been on here yet. maybe later on.
im trying out this new thing, Archery. its pretty awesome. i go to this place where they teach it and when i get good enough i get to enter competitions and compete. i really like it because it takes my mind off of things. and i practice to get the stress out.
I really miss Carly and Celeste, we all need to get together sometime and hang out. im not so sure about lennox though. i dont know where me and him stand right now. idk.
gtg.
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